Feelings…

Last night…

21 June – Memories

“Here I find myself in the light darkness of my room, absolute silence around me. it’s past 1 am. The window is open and the curtains are playing in the wind’s flow. I’m sitting on my bed next to the window. The wind is also blowing through the curls of my hair and softly whispers on my skin with a soft refreshing breeze. As I look through the window at the dark sky I ask myself: “What are you doing with your life ? Where is your place ? What do you want from life ?” Suddently her face came in my mind. Then other questions appeared in my head: “Do I really know what love is or am I just interpreting it the way I want it to be ?” I guess I’ll never know the answer. Then I tooked out the printed photo of her from my desk. In the soft light from the street that was enterning my room I looked at her beautiful eyes and lovely lips. Suddently i woke up to reality again and muttered two words: “Stupid boy…” I placed the print back in my desk and as I looked one last time at the black sky I released a soft sigh from the depth of my heart and layd down and went to sleep.”

©AXOMME on 21-06-2009.