Ambittions…
27 June – Love’s Power
It’s 23:37. I’m in my room. It’s a really hot weather at the moment.I tried to read but I can’t focus, my mind runs every minute to her. God how I miss her. Wished she was here standing next to me. Her eyes would be the only thing I could read now. Each time when I look at the night’s sky I always wonder: “Is she seeing the same sky I see ? What is she doing at this moment ? Is she thinking of me ?”. I guess the typical love questions, hehehe… In a way I’m also surprised of how strong love can be. I’m also amazed of how much I love her and I also love this awesome feeling. I guess love IS a blessing. I really hope that some time soon this love may bring us together and show her my heart and my deepest feelings, to make her feel safe again, to make her regain her trust in love and hope she will reach to love me the way I love her. Nothing in this world is more beautiful than love and be loved by the same person. I don’t believe in heaven and gods but I know she’s a real angel. I would do anything for her. If there would be any way to go back in time to fix any error or mistakes I wouldn’t do it, cuz if i do, I’m affraid I might never meet her again. I don’t regret anything from my past now. She erased everything, all the sadness I had. She’s the joy of my heart now. I said I didn’t knew where my place was so I don’t want to wait for it anymore cuz I know where I want my place to be and that is by her side. So I’ll fight my way with life to gain that place which, I think, we both deserve and need. It’s been too many years of tears, of sadness, of loneliness and sorrow. Now it’s our moment, it’s time to claim what we want and deserve from our life, it’s the time to face it without any fears. The past hurt us but it also made us stronger, we are ready for anything and we will have to fight for what is ours, our own life and hapyness. I’m coming for you baby, don’t give up, find hope in my words and love and wait for me. Believe in me, believe in us. I love you more than ever. <3
©AXOMME on 27-06-2009.
